I understand now

I am currently an assistant combatives teacher and I just started teaching a new class this week. Every class is different and you never know who will be there. You may have a bunch of PVTs all the way up to a CSM or a CPT. They maybe smart dumb uncoordinated etc....

Now everyone generally makes a judgement on how attractive someone is within the first 20 seconds of meeting them. It doesn't matter if you are married, single, young, or old, everyone rates a persons attractiveness atleast subconsciously. So I show up to the first day of class and there is a high amount of female soldiers in the class (5 in a class of 25). None of them are particullarly attractive but none the less I made my judgements and never thought nothing of it. Now in the military there is some kind of bond that forms between a teacher and student. This can cause trouble if you are not carefull since most of the time the student is younger and generally less mature. It is comon, ecspecially for a student and a teacher that are in the same age group for the student to flirt with their teacher.

One of the students had begun to flirt with me near the middle of the first day. I reacted how a instructor should and didn't pay anymore attention to that student than I did the rest. However thoughout the day the student would find ways to get me to come show her a correction on a move or some other way to draw attention to her.

Now the second day of class the class was getting smoked at the end of class. The student that was flirting with me was extremly uncoordinated and alittle out of shape so she was having trouble keeping upwith the count as it was called. After a few minutes she became demotivated and really wasn't trying, after I said that the whole class would keep getting smoked if she didn't keep doing the exercise she said that "she didn't care, and she didn't care if she wasn't good at the exercises because it doesn't mean anything in the civilian world."

Now here is the point of my whole long drawn out story. When I met this student I mentally rated her to be around a 4 on a scale of 1-10. But something happened to me phisically, emotionally and mentally after she said these words.

She actually became less attractive just because of the words that came out of her mouth. I am not known for being the mostdeep person but I started to understand something during that class. I understand how when you get older and your standards change as well as your perspective. I think I have now elevated my tolerance of what type of person I can be around. I can usually get along with anyone but I think if I was stuck in a room with that girl I would go insane.

This does not mean I am better than anyone but I hope it may change the type of friends that I look for in the future.

Just a thought

Have you noticed that FOX news only does interviews or gets commentary from attractive women? I love FOX and I have decided that they have figured out how to make news more entertaiing to watch. They just put attractive people on the screen.
Even the stories they do are mostly on attractive people. If you look at this story put out this week there is a 17 year old girl that converted from islam to christianity. She is worried that her parent who are still muslim will kill her so she ran away and doesnt want to go back.
The only reason that this got news was that she is kinda hot. Same thing goes for the Casey Anthony case, she did soething horrible but that story wouldn't have been on more than a week except for the fact that she was hot.
I am impartiale to whether this is right or wrong but I know that I pay attention more to current events because of this fact.

Everyone read this

It just occured to me that my other blog was not on private. Amy made it and said it was for me to write down my feelings and shit and no one else could read it. If you have read this blog I am not mad at you it is not your fault. But I feel very violated. I want you to forget EVERYTHING you have read on there, I mean it. If I ever hear anything about that blog it will be the last time you talk to me. If I decide to ever talk abou this it will be on my own acord. If you think I am jokeing TRY ME. This is not meant to be a threat or to scare anyone it is just what I wish you to do.

Nobel what?

Ok for the 4 people that actually read my blog you will probably be disappointed on what I have to say today. Now remember this may require you to use your head because I am in the military I am limited in what I can say about my leadership.

I have nothing bad to say about Obama receiving this award. I did not say he deserved it, but that is the point HE said himself that he doesn't think he has done anything to deserve this award. To me that means one of 2 things, either he really feels that he was chosen wrongly or he is worried that this will harm his image because everyone else thinks that he was chosen wrongly. I know there are going to be a bunch of Demscum (that is going to be my new word for Democrats) that say that he is a really noble man and has done one thing or another for what he has done in his life, all 47 years of it.
Now I want to look at some of the former presidents that have received the Nobel Peace prize and we will see if they have anything in common. Come learn with me about why I could care less about who receives this Liberal worshiping award. Here is the list.
1906 Theodore Roosevelt, 1919 Woodrow Wilson, 2002 Jimmy Carter, 2009 Barack Obama

Now I am not sure what all of them did but I know Roosevelt got one for the peace treaty between Russia and Japan, and Wilson got one for creating the League of Nations. These are pretty noble things I think and i am happy that these men got these awards.
Now why did the last two receive the award? I know Carter was some big peace mongral his whole life but I have not seen any major changes in major conflict area. Africa still hates other africans, the Middle east still hates Jews and Russia is still doing all the shady things it has been for the last few decades. Now Obama, he has done things like pull SOME troops out of Iraq, OOOH wait that was already in the SOFA agreement when Bush was in office, so no points for that one. Well what about the things he has done witht the rest of his time in office? Sorry thats it folks he has done nothing else related to peace. If anything else he has elevated tensions between NKorea and US.
Does anyone remember the quote " Mr. Gorbachev tear down this wall!". No no takers no remembers well atleast no one under the age of 30 probably knows this quote unless you saw it on a movie. I remember it because once I lerned it happended on the year i was born I knew it would be of some signifigance to me. For those that dont' know the quote go look it up, I dont have time to teach you 7th grade history. The point is of the presidents I listed above some have been skipped for this award and it is for one reason.
They were not Liberals.

Sick Hollywood

So this started before my time but this is exactly why no one should agree with the bullshit that most of Hollywood supports. I guess 28 years ago this really talented director (Roman Polanski, even sounds like a sicko) drugged and then sodomize a 13/14 year old girl. He was chraged and convicted in the US but fled to Europe and is currently faceing extradition back to the states to serve his sentence. BUT
there are some sick hollywood people that say retarded things like "well what he did was along time ago and he should just be let go" or my favorite " well 14 is legal in other places like Europe". Ok I got it some think that since most of the world alows sex at a younger age and since it happened such a long time ago then he should be aquited and let back into the US so he can go back to makeing "awesome" movies.
What the hell is wrong with you sick hollywood bastards. This is truly the age of stupid people where people like Paris Hilton and Nichol Richie can get in trouble for being retarded and not have to pay for there crimes bacause they are rich, famous and basicaly live in a world above our own. If this guy comes back to the states I hope he gets thrown in a west texas prison where he will have all the anal sex he wants, he just won't like that he will be receiving this time.
I could relate this topic to so many other subjects ( Like if rich republicans are such elitests then why does most of hollywood and other Dem groups think that they are above the law) but life is short.

Muslims suck

I know that not all muslims beleive in this crap but anyone that knows me knows that iI generalize most people into a group if they lay claim to that group; even more so if i don't like the group. So having said that. I hope all muslims feel ashamed at what the vast representation of muslims in the world are condoning. RAPE. not just any rape but of boys and women in the name of Allah. The torture part I can't say much I condone torture in my country so it would be hyporytical to condem it in others. But the rapeing of anyone with the justification of your god is insane. I think that there is a guy in the news right now that is a rapist that is extremly religious, it just sounds similiar. Anyway read the article and see if you don't hate muslims alittle more.
http://www.israelnationalnews.com/News/News.aspx/133214

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